"Madness." But what does that even mean? Just that you think in a different way than everyone else, you see things other people don't see. But that's not a bad thing. And who cares if from time to time you write about things that other people think are strange or morbid or crazy- what do you think people thought about Lolita or One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest or Catcher in the Rye when they first came out? But unordinary things exist in life. And people who are poetically and artistically literate appreciate someone who can see the beauty or the importance in things that other people shy away from.